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So, after last night...
I'm confused.



I said I didn't want you back in my life.
But at the same time, I do.
Now I'm not sure if I can handle you being here.
I mean, it kinda seems like that's what's gonna happen.
You said I could IM you tonight, if I wanted.
It's tempting...and rule-breaking.



-sigh-
I don't know what I'm doing.
I don't know what I want.
I feel like I don't even know who I am.
I'm a mess.
I hate it.



But at any rate...
Thank you.
You know, for last night.
=/

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....haha.
I want to know her reason.

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...awkward.

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I've had a rather confusing day.
And I have no idea why.
So why don't you just tell me.....


Why did you leave me?
What exactly did I do?

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Ahaha.
I just like to sit here and laugh at you.
=]



Call me psycho.
Whatever you say about me doesn't bother me anymore.

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It's been a month.
Why did you even bring me up?


And I'm not saying this for my sake.
I'm saying this because this is what I believe.


Don't regret.


I don't anymore, cause there's no point in fretting over something you can't change.
It's life.



Have fun with Victoria.
Have fun talking to Amy.
Have fun bringing your past back.
Cause I see that happening.
And I see you standing alone really soon.
I really do.

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I could say a lot.
But I'll just this;
You're making a mistake.
And you know what I'm talking about.
Don't fall back into the past.
Although I may just laugh at you.
Cause then you'd have FAILURE written all over you.
And that thought makes me smile.

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So you're back with her.
That's amusing.
-throws up-
Quite literally.


So...
I'm getting the idea you cheated on me.
...Did you?

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So, Tanzi's coming.
Not that you care.


At least I don't have you to deal with right now.
I've been at the hospital [minus 6 hours] since 11:30 friday night.
So, so, SO glad I don't have you going "OMGOMGOMG YER GONNA IGNORE ME" now.
There is a God.
8)

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You seem to have the wrong impression about something.
But whatever.
=X



Funny, the things I find.
"In this weird and twisted way, I know you miss me, not cause I wanna believe it's true, but cause you'll never find a girl that can put up with you; you'll never find a girl who will care as much as I did, cause no one else will waste all their love on someone like you."

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Oh my god.
I know you didn't.
>_<



Fuck you.

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Thanks for finally giving in and letting me get my shit.
Christ almighty.
I still need my money though.
Don't think you're getting away with that.



And why do I have the hippo?
>_<
That got more of a WTF o_O reaction than a D: -emo- reaction.
....
Guess you don't want anything I've given you.
...You still have Gloomy.
But you'll never give that up.
So yeah.



Whatever.
Stay away.
Don't do anything...
Until I do.
-smiles-

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I keep having these breakdowns.
I don't know why.
I shouldn't miss you.
But I do.
-sigh-





I'm sorry.

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)@^&*#%^()*%
I want my stuff, you know.
Kat wants to borrow Crank.
>_<







Sidenote;



Your new pictures are amazing.
-smiles-

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Thought you were over saying shit to me.
Guess not.






There's no point in fighting through blogs.
If you have something to say...
Say it, god dammit.
-screams-

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I still feel the need to murder Stephenie Meyer.
=/



The silence is odd.
I miss you.
And I don't.
Hmm.



I kinda wonder how you're doing.
I can never tell with your blogs, unless you're really falling apart.
But still.
That doesn't always tell me much.
-sigh-



I find it amusing I was downtown twice yesterday and we never crossed paths.
Hmm.



.....I don't know.
-leaves-

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Don't kill me.










...I miss you.





Stupid fucking Twilight.
-screams-