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You seem to be contemplating what to do about Victoria, or something.

Like you're debating between us. And well.....

I think you want to give up on me. Entirely.

All I'm saying is...

Do whatever makes you happy.

I will survive.

new years resolution?

So apparently new years resolutions don't quite work for you.

So much for blogging everyday, yeah?

Haha.

(:

i just remembered this.

A couple of days ago, Kat and I were talking about our relationships and stuff, and she said something like this:

"I love J to death, because you're happy with him, even through all the fights and differences."

I don't know if that's word for word what she said, but it was something like that.

Either way, it's very true.

I just thought I'd throw that out there.

Kind of fitting as far as the last note goes, but whatever.

I just read your 2009 blog.

And uhm...

I knew I was right; I always have, and always will love you more than you ever have or will love me.

We're either going to end up being everything or nothing.

That's all I have to say about that right now.

i'm not really sure...

what triggered this.

But the "annoyance list" popped in my head.

And I think I've realized that a lot of stuff you do doesn't really annoy me because I adapt to it really quickly.

So I'm not putting up with it, but at the same time I am.

It just doesn't bother me, so I don't react to it or get really upset with you and call you out on it or anything.

I think Ryan's what triggered it. Just you telling me he kept popping up in your head last night. And like...

I know you don't like any of my friends, and I'm okay with that but not at the same time. If I was to list something that annoyed me, it'd be the friends thing. It's just really odd how I get on well with your friends, and you can't stand mine. But then the idea of you and Ryan getting along and talking comes up...

Iuno.

I guess it'd be a nice change, having you actually like one of my friends.

But I'm not asking you to accept them.

And it's not something that really annoys or bothers me enough to make me all adlkgjdal about it. So.

I'm pretty much okay with whatever you do.

As ridiculous as that may sound.

Or not. I guess we'll see.

And maybe this helped some, and maybe it just made it worse.

I'd assume the latter, since I always seem to do stuff to make situations worse.

But I'm ridiculous, so it's in my nature to destroy everything. 

Meh, whatev.

On a better note, I really enjoyed last night, minus the cold.

And I've been craving raspberry milk all morning.

Thanks a lot. xD

<3