it's funny.

when i used to read your blog, and you'd mention you have a new love interest, i'd feel this part of my stomach flip, and i'd feel all upset.

even though it wasn't as strong as it could have been.

but i just read the part of your blog about kendra, and it didn't bother me at all.

first time in two years.

can we say accomplishment?

which is REALLY odd.

because linzee and i were talking about a week ago, and she goes "if jeremy came to you right now and asked to get back together, what would your response be?"

and i go "i don't think i'd do it. even if it was him coming to me, i don't think so."

but then she's all "you don't THINK. which means you're not 100% sure, and there's that slight possibility that you'd let him come back."

and that popped in my head yesterday.

and i realized that i wouldn't.

and i was 100% sure i wouldn't let you come back.

i think that's good for both of us.

but.

as far as i alone go, i don't really know.

because i have a feeling i just put myself in a deeper hole than i already was.

[long story]

by the way, i'm still going to beat you up for not getting ahold of me.

D:<

revecca kept asking if you'd called back.

she was excited. D: