uhhh.

thank you for the other night.

you know, our talk on the phone.

that's had me laughing for days.

(:

i think thursday or friday would be good.

i have class till 12:15 friday, and i usually hang out with ryan and adam for a few, so i'll be in town.

take your pick.

i drove home last night in the dark.

lights coming at me from every direction.

i was already exhausted.

it was...well, frightening, the way it made my head feel.

so i definitely won't be driving at night.

if we go out past dark, you'll have to drive.

=/

you can drive my car if you want.

i miss the river.

i haven't been there in nearly two months.

i'd like to go there, but i know it will probably be cold.

i just can't go alone.

sigh.

i miss my life.

the only time i hang out now is at school, an occasional adventure between classes with katie, and and with you, which isn't often.

i don't even see angel anymore; our schedules always conflict.

ihatemylife.

oh, and what do you want for christmas?

i know we ask each other this every year, and then we never get around to it.

but....ehh, i want to get you something.

i guess i'm going to go wallow in my own misery until it's time to take my grandfather to the doctor.

...i almost said the vet.

my god.

see how discombobulated my head is?!

sigh.

<3

ps; how does one function for the rest of her life when she's already half deaf and she's losing her eyesight too?

-____-

i can't see a damn thing anymore.