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I'm sorry about earlier.
I don't know why I'm apologizing, but I am.
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So, I feel lost.
And I'm pretty sure I know what's coming next.
I almost want you to go ahead and say it and get it over with, cause the suspense is killing me.
But I really don't know if I could handle it again.


I feel like I don't even know what I'm saying.
I'm just...
Blank.


What made you flip out so bad?
And if it makes you feel any better, I have flashbacks all the time.
And yes, they bother me.
You know, the uneven breathing and the sharp stomach pains.
They're not as bad as they used to be though.


...Maybe you'd be better if Jared wasn't around?
I don't know.
Don't fall apart on me again, please.
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