Untitled 10.

I never thought I'd see the day I'd fall back into old habits.


I spent much of my night waking up by twitching.
Or not sleeping at all.
So I'm deprived of sleep.


Thanks for ruining what I had left.
All because of Allen.
Iuno what you have against him now, but you really should believe me.
You have to trust me to love me.
And I guess you don't love me?
Since you don't know why we love.
And stuff like that.


I've been clean a year and 2 weeks.
And I've fallen back into old habits again.
Because of you.
That's how important you are in my life.
......
Yeah.
I'm cutting again.


Thanks, Jeremy DeWayne Snow.
A lot.
For taking what life I had and ending it for me.